The phone rang at 2:33 A.M. abruptly waking me from a sound
sleep. Stumbling the few steps to answer, my thoughts were in overdrive with
the immediate concern for my family, my heart racing as I feared for the worst.
I grabbed the phone; unable to see the call display in the dark had I even
thought to look.
My “Hello?” was given no response and I realized the caller
had disconnected. I sat down and fumbled with the new phone I’ve not quite
mastered to find the number on the call display only reads ‘Private Number’.
Was this a crank call? Some kids having a sleepover and
playing tricks? Do they even think about what that playful moment does to the
person on the receiving end of such a call?
It took me a few minutes to calm down, and I was still too
restless to sleep. I grabbed my book and read for awhile, hoping the story
would distract me, but still, in the back of my mind, I was thinking about that
call.
I try to relax, but can’t, and now I’m that cliché, wide
awake at 4 A.M. lying in the dark.
Lights on, read some more, occasionally closing the book and
my eyes but sleep is still elusive. Now it’s after six, dark still since the
time change...spring forward and all. A trip to the bathroom, a drink of water
and I’ll try once again to settle.
As I laid in the dark my mind went to writing this, words
coming fast and furious, too easily forgotten if not immediately written down.
So, lights on, notes made, and now I see the light of dawn shining through the
window. It’s morning. This dreary night is done and I try to sleep.
I must have slept for it’s after eight when I’m awakened,
not by the phone but by noises outside my door. I’ve heard that sound too many
times these past few months...the sound a snow shovel makes scraping across the
pavement.
Snow! It’s spring for goodness sake.
I can’t be bothered to look, but pull the covers up and
snuggle in to sleep. Maybe it will all be gone by the time I get up. One can
only hope.
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